hellogoodbye

year 2007 is coming to an end. i think this year has got to be the most eventful year of my life. i'm not quite sure if the things i did were something to be proud of but it would be a great story to tell the kids in the future haha. but one thing is for sure though is that ive learned life lessons and have grown up a lot.

from break ups to hook ups it was an interesting year with guys. ill spare the details but im done with love and am looking forward to living the singles life while im young and not sagging. idk maybe someone can change my mind but until then im happy as is :D

school has been same shit different days as always. i never study but i do fine with nothing ever lower than a B. maybe at kcc ill be more motivated to study since most ppl here are much more studious than unlv. MAYBE ill get a 4.0 sometime in my college career. resolution #1: study harder

the lessons ive learned in 2007 were slaps on the face for me. reality hit me hard. i went to therapy and all that jazz so its pretty much the real deal. the following list is just a gist of what i went through in '07

• people are much more selfish than you think so you have to watch who you call a friend. real friends will never turn their backs despite the situation. yes, i will have to deal with dumb people like that in the real world, yadi yadi yada but as long as im with a strong support system, i can tackle ANYTHING.
  

• get what you want in a relationship before giving up whats most precious, yourself.

• everything happens for a reason. i think God was trying to tell me dickface wasnt the one from the get go. but i never listened so the scenario that occurred was probably His way of freeing me. it was some damn tough love T_T
  

• therapy works wonders. you're not crazy for seeking some professional help, its actually good to have a different opinion on things
  

• travel while you can. don't take school so seriously and live up your life while youre still in college. its the last few years to do so without an excuse.
  

yep, ive been through a lot but definitely learned from them! oh, and ive packed on some pounds so joining a gym and getting fit again is a must on my list for 2008.
resolution #2: get fit!

in the end, im ready to start my new life in hawaii with my rockin' new haircut. leave my past and demons behind.. :D

soooo...Happy New Year to EVERYONE! wrap up 2007 and start 2008 with a bang. fo sho.

Two Point O

sooooo...today mikey and i bought ourselves fighting fishes!!! yep, i wanted to get a fish cuz i was lonely. how sad. we traveled to pet's discount warehouse in heavy ass traffic and witness a meanie puffer fish. that little mofo devoured two feeder comets like nothing!! it ripped the fishies apart T_T

anyhoo, i still dont have a name for my fish except Love Child 2.0. 2.0 for short and its kinda catching on to me :/ btw, love child is the name of my fish i had in vegas which died a week before i went back this year. *emo tear* mikey's one is bruce lee which makes perfect sense...but personally i still like pinky toe for his fish's name.

danny, jen, vincent, mikey, and i went to watch bee movie tonight as well. it was a bad movie in my opinion but it was kinda cute. i wish chris rock had a bigger role. after the movie we decided to go get banana pies at mcdonalds. well, all i could say is that vincent's car got gayed. we waited forever for our pies cuz jen and danny took the last two! talked story for an hour or so and now im home watching 2.o :D



i gave my fish a photo shoot. :D proves how much i heart it! its pretty feisty compared to when i saw it at the pet store

super sensational

christmas eve i went fishing at china wall. never would i imagine that area would be a funky park that ill probably never find by myself. lindsey, darryl, leon (kinda), and i tide pooled. the girls caught baby fishies while darryl spent almost 2 hours catching this big fish but it swam away D: the guys caught a few fishes but my poor jen had to do the dirty job of hook removal T_T

those pictures taken that day made me realize im getting really outta shape and im squishy once again. time to work out! and i got sunburnt but hey, im getting back my tan..sorta

despite the day, it still didnt feel like christmas so i decorated gingerbread cookies :D can you guess which one i decorated first???

christmas day came around and it was pretty depressing. my uncle and i both agreed that it does not feel like christmas this year since its so unfestive. ate dinner with some family and saw kevin and family at the restaurant...weird. haha. decided to go watch national treasure later.

who would guessed i got the christmas spirit during the last couple hours of the day! we missed the showing we were gonna watch so we ended up camera whoring around ward...at least it was mainly vincent and i haha. decided to go city lights, FINALLY! had a blast there taking random pictures :D then we went to watch the movie...it was ok but i was really tired so i didnt enjoy it as much as i couldve.


thanks guys for sharing my happiest few hours of christmas : )

grateful

i bought myself a camera. all i can say is FINALLY!!! i can take pictures of my friends instead of them always taking pictures of me!!!

also, i watched enchanted TWICE in one day. that is nuts. i really liked that movie, it made me wanna believe in love again...kinda.

it's christmas eve and i'm still feeling emo. idk why i get sad during joyous events like this holiday and my birthday. i seriously cry like every birthday -_- despite all of this emo-ness, im trying to make the most of my life and i have been doing a good job at it :D

the main thing im grateful for are my friends. i cant ask for better people in the world...i want to thank them for being so supportive even tho some of the things ive done are pretty questionable :/ haha. i love them all!!!! <3

lastly, merry christmas!

partying like a pornstar

last night at xyloh was a lot of fun. the guys were being lame and didnt wanna go...tsk tsk. there were a lot of people, some i didnt wanna see...ughhhhhh. other than that, i felt really good cuz i looked great. not to sound conceited but it was what i needed. that sense of freedom without any guilt in the back of my mind..

recap of my day/night:

• jen and i bought matching dresses

• ate dinner at genki's AGAIN cuz my dad was craving teriyaki chicken -_-

• got a couple of guys to buy me and jen drinks so yay!

• danced the night away but it was packed so it was pretty gross

• finally ate a zippy's. mmmm chili and rice :D
  

it's the most wonderful time of the year?!

well...i don't know about that. it does not feel one bit like christmas and its in a few days. i see lights and hear music all around but it doesn't spark a fuzzy wuzzy feeling in me..

maybe its because this is my first christmas alone in a really long time, but it wasnt like i did anything special but still! i havent even gone to the prettiest place in downtown (my secret spot) nor the honolulu lights which is like a tradition of mine. bleh.

on other news, i hate working this winter break. its not worth not getting paid -_- thats ok though since i feel slightly more superior than those in my major since im more gung ho by doing this fagtard job. i keed...kinda.

highlights of my day...

• i made beds for my externship in heels! i felt so stupid but it was kinda fun haha

• went to the post office 3 times and forgot my phone and keys. i was locked out so i traveled to find my sister and when i got home my dad was eating a papaya...GAY!

• went to tennis practice with gina with our AWESOME uniforms

• genki sushi

• beer pong