life as i know it

i am broke. saving money is hard :(

i have a job interview for a front desk position next week at a low budget hotel. we'll see how that goes. i'm excited but also iffy because i'm not sure how the pay and benefits will be. alan wong is hiring for a full time cashier for the pineapple room and i want to apply but is that all i really want to do??? cashier?! not really but their benefits are amazing for what it is :)

i keep dreaming of moving to las vegas. i ran into an old time friend at the beach yesterday and it inspired me even more. maybe once i get my life sorted out, i will definitely consider doing a great migration to the mainland.

my drinking habits need to come to a halt. i'm so determined to make a lifestyle change to eat right, drink less, and exercise more but it's so damn hard because i'm easily persuaded by temptation :( going back to the gym is so hard since i came home from my trip. ughhhh no motivation at all!

PS: in addition to my last post on expenses, my student loans are due soon! arghh...$1750. i'm just gonna pull that money outta my ass to pay them off at once because i don't wanna deal with interest rates lol

expenses

i'm finally gonna get my teeth fixed...at least two of them. that's $120/tooth. damn
kitteh has an eye irritation so i'm gonna bring him to the vet. $35 for office visit alone excluding any other medications or treatments. ugh....

why is saving money so hard?! i'm looking for inexpensive activities, kthx.