fml

all week long i have been slaving over my 20 page essay for my internship. i bailed out on friends, got off work, basically missed out A LOT. i read my syllabus again tonight, the one i've been holding every effn day of the week for hours, to find it due AUGUST 7th!!!! FML.

what a eff'n idiot. i am mad and irritated but at least i got all the work done, at least most of it. anyhoo, life has been whatevers. we moved locations at enterprise and it sucks. our overflow lot is across the street and on the top level. it takes almost ten minutes one way with the traffic lights, parking attendant, and driving. SUCKS. the summer is almost over and i plan on making the most of it the week before school starts. below are my plans...

goals for August 16-23:

• get so drunk i am on the ground puking
• travel around the island. furthest i've gone this summer...probably kailua. wait millilani..but all just once.
  
• water park
• beeeeeach!
• outer island trip???
  

yeah. this summer sucks. i think i said that every post so far since the summer started lol.

it's been awhile...

...since my last post! wow, i think this is the longest i've went without posting lol. a lot has happened over the past week and a half. some awesome, some not too much. what? you wanna take a stroll down memory lane with me?? OK!!

after summer school was over, i was free as a bird! my weekdays opened up like no other so i've been trying to go out and staying up late as much as possible. last monday night, i went to brian's after work and whooped all the guy's asses in pool. after that, i met up with sarah at starbucks and we chatted for a while. then i drove my tired but happy butt to hawaii kai to see someone. definitely deprived of a summer so i crammed as many activities as i could. that's probably the most exciting day. over the week i just did whatevers. i got my car detailed so now it looks almost new ;) went restaurant hopping one night...sanoya's and tsukenaya or whatevers. went to a bodysurfing competition and got a tan! bought an aquarium and my sister got an ice cream making machine. YES...talk about random.

from my last two depressing posts, life has gotten better :) until next time!

distance

over the past year, i've realized that my friendships with everyone has grown more distant. it makes me really sad to know that i don't really have anyone to turn to when i need someone. over the past few weeks, i kept thinking what the reason for that may be. was i working too much? did my interests just differ from everyone else? was i just a bad friend in general??

after reading sunny's blog, i think i'll just "let it be." i really like that song as well :) like a break up, time will heal itself. i always wish for how things were in the past but with every slump comes something good in the near future. regardless of all of this, i love all of my friends