deprived

for the past two weeks, i've been severely sleep deprived. it's amazing that i'm still standing. training was been brutal but it's fun nonetheless. i really enjoy doing what i've been doing so far which is just playing with the computers and hopefully i don't check in a terrorist. i'm excited to start soon but really nervous at the same time since there's so many job functions...bleh.

school has been killing me. i kinda gave up on a lot of my classes because it's my last semester lol. i need to find a day where i can get my full 8 hours of sleep! the most sleep i've got at a time was roughly 5 hours. when my phone alarm that it will ring any time after 5 hours, i get so happy :) the past two weeks, it kept reading 2-3 hours. it made me sad!

music to memories

one of my favorite bands is stars. i absolutely adore their music. dunno who they are?! they're a canadian indie rock/pop. youtube them! as im sitting home alone on a friday night, i'm just listening to some of their music. some old, some new. the older ones, inflict so many memories of a couple of years ago when i first moved home. i don't know why that particular spring of 2008 is so poignant. so many memories rush into me. like a slideshow, they just keep flashing across my mind. those few months were some of the best and worst.

nowadays, music doesn't stick to my memories as much. i'm not sure why. the summer of 2007 and the spring of 2008 had the most memories attached to music. i think it's really unfortunate that music doesn't mean as much as it did before. music these days are crap. time to changes things up a little.

i think i'm getting better at cooking! i made the same garlic shrimp that one would get from the north shore trucks. screw that, i'm opening my own in downtown! seriously, that shrimp was absolutely deeeeelish! i can't wait to make more another time :)

loner

maybe i've reverted back to being a cold-hearted bitch but i discovered i rather be alone than to hang out with shon. i read so many facebook status updates of how one party misses their SO and vice versa but i'm not sure if i felt that way. when boy was on his trip to california, i was so well rested and relieved. i guess i like his company but he annoys the crap out of me way too many times a day. does that mean i'm getting over him? uh oh.

had my first meeting at the airport. it was excruciating for only 5 hours. i cannot imagine 8. tomorrow is gonna be a great day! no school and kahuku shrimp (hopefully) for dinner! test my cooking skills to the max ;)

eta sigma delta

school has been excruciatingly busy. i have meetings every other day for my club because we have to rebuild it from the bottom up. honor society so membership is by invitation only and we're broke with only 5 members. it's really not easy...

431 is killer too. expectations are sky high and it's NOTHING like what i've been taking since starting UH and even UNLV. sigh. i accepted the job with WestJet but i'm not sure if i can handle their training hours. it's from 5pm - 1am! YES, is that even legal?!?! it's ten days long over three week period. during those three weeks, i have two exams, a spreadsheet, and a long ass paper due. i really don't know what i'm gonna do. if my health starts deteriorating, no doubt i will have to quit, waste of $50 and a lot of time...

i can do it! i believe in myself and besides, who needs sleep these days?! i got some pearls of wisdom from a club member "the older you get, the less sleep you need." true dat.

labor day weekend

happy september!

with loads of homework, i still had a blast this past weekend. recap!

friday

• choco house with my JAL interns
• first friday
  
• HOTTEST bartender i've ever laid eyes on at bar 35 <>
• got crunk with olivia and amy chang for the first time!
• broke like a joke
• garden...swoon.
• greatest night ever :)

saturday:

• unproductive
• shave ice with ning, gina, and jared
• sbux pimpin'

sunday:

• ning's drive in movie fundraiser!
• takoyaki and kc waffle dogs, so yummy!
• monster's inc.
• yard house for some crazy beers