mr. hot bartender

oh bar 35 mr. hot bartender, i discovered your name and apparently it's a commodity on yelp. you are beautiful. i will one day be a regular at bar 35 and will sit there and just stare at your hair, muscles, and the way you work that bar like it's no one's business. <3

discipline: isn't that what the army is suppose to teach you? they failed when trying to train my sister. still shameless and still no respect for anyone besides herself and friends. what a pity. cmon US army, what is our good tax dollars paying you guys to do?!?!

scary movies

oh man, the month is almost over!!! where did it go?! it just felt like last week was my birthday. my days are numbered as i get closer to graduation. it's nerve wrecking since i have no plans for my future except for a few dreams and aspirations. where will my life lead to now?!

as halloween is approaching, i wanna watch scary movies! there's hardly on tv. to watch for october: jackass 3D, paranormal activity 2, and saw 8. haha so many sequels. i figure i've seen all the prequels, might as well finish the damn series :)

i miss the days when i had no one to care about except for myself. i miss the independence and doing my own thing. but with that, i always get lonely and find random ways to fill the void. yeah, maybe that isn't a good idea lol.

i'm really loving the new song, "back to december" by taylor swift. the quality sucks but this was the best one i found on youtube. so sad.

i really wanna go beach. my whiteness is sickening and i'm still determined to lose weight but my mom's idea of "healthy eating" really isn't all that healthy. it's time to starve.

all night long

so last night/this morning, i pulled my first all nighter for school. got off work at 1130, got to sinclair library by midnight, did not leave until almost 8 am. fcuk that. the paper, in my opinion, is ridiculously crappy, and our presentation wasn't that great. i'm a bit worried for the overall grade because the prof said some of us missed the mark COMPLETELY and kept looking towards my direction. eeek. whatevers, i think i can afford to fail this one since i practically aced my other exams.

despite being a zombie, i went geocaching around the zoo! it was nice to slow things down and just go treasure hunting. geocaching is so fascinating. who knew there would be so many hidden caches all around the island in the most random places. i would love to make this a hobby once i find more time.

after all of this and only one banana in my belly, i was seriously going to pass out from hunger. i pulled into teddy's bigger burgers parking lot and grind. after my meeting at school, i went home and ktfo. i woke up a few hours later and went to sweet home cafe with janelle. omg, it's been a while since i had that...so good! they have strawberry jelly and it was fricken delicious!

i bought myself a bottle of wine too. way to celebrate today for surviving an all nighter. i feel bad for those who do this on the regular.

size skinny

as of late, i've been heavy! i have no money to indulge in good food anymore. i cannot afford to eat out so i've been eating at home a lot but why am i NOT losing weight?!?! i've been gaining weight actually and it's depressing. it's time for change. it's time to get my fat ass back down to normal and then some.

weight goal: 52 kg or less. i can do this!

days gone by

where on earth have my days gone?! just last week was my birthday and now i've got a crap load of stuff to be done for school. times like these, i just need an EASY button or some machine that extends time for me. but then again, i could also be more productive myself. bleh.

recap time!

birthday

• great day at school! got my paper used as an example for class, second class canceled so i got to hang out with the guys :)
• dinner number one with dad, shon, and janelle at hinone mizoune or whatevers. oishii :3
• ichiriki loft! oh man, what a blast! thanks for everyone who came out <3
• dinner number 2 with mommy at lobster king. $130 X_X too drunk to appreciate the food, and yes, my mom knew i was faded.
• ktfo

work

• started shadowing
• got to make announcements which was scary and kinda cool. "aloha ladies and gentlemen, this is your final boarding call..." hehe
• i really enjoy everything so far.
• missin' pinkberry!

week/life

• days passing me by way too quickly
• no social life
• exams and papers = no sleep for me :(
• induction ceremony for ESD was a huge success
• PCC was a BLAST! had so much fun, and haunted lagoon!
• HIFF - Rinco's Restaurant, it was interesting lol
• still broke
  

tanked

WOW. i completely failed the IT exam. 67%! this class is actually pretty easy but i just find no interest in learning all the nitty gritty details of compooters. not my thang.

today, i went to MMA circuit training for the first time in forever. i worked my tooshie off. most definitely gonna be sore tomorrow. but whatevers, i feel like a million bucks now :)

HOMEWORK. so much to do, so little time.

excited for the PCC tour and HAUNTED LAGOON! super duper stoked for it.

induction ceremony is next week. excited to see all the fresh meat.

got called on my the TIM school to get a personal statement to keep alumni to donate towards TIM scholarships. i felt so honored because i was handpicked by the dean.

harvest moon

happy october!!! i love october for many reasons. it's my birth month, it's fall, it's the harvest moon time, it's just plain awesome :)

october 2nd was a fun day. it definitely reminded me of the good ol' days where we stay out all day doing a bunch of random stuff.

• aquarium with pata. poor mois that got stolen :(
• lunch at ethel's with the boys
• the social network - surprisingly good!
• dinner with the fajah
• dylan's house
• anasia's with shon
• ktfo

life has been exhausting mainly due to the early mornings and super late nights. it's almost over, thank goodness! i'm very excited to actually start working. i hope i don't mess up!

janelle is back home and she's a cause of stress too. her clothes and stuff is EVERYWHERE and my mom is getting on my nerve to clean up for her...what?!