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my first weekend of no work is almost done. i guess work does really take up a lot of my time so it seemed really long though i didn't do too much. im finally done with server training so i am an officially a WAITRESS! w00t w00t!

recap of this weekend:

• got the surprise of a lifetime when olivia came home
• bon dance virgin devirgnized :D
• late night yanagi sushi run
• sushi king lunch date with sarah yi
• clubbingggg - nasty cuz the air con broke so we decided to leave after an hour or so
• first time eating at liliha bakery along with my first coco puff!!! (a lot of firsts)
  
• samson's birthday bbq!
  
• brownie baking as i type.

lots of firsts this weekend and its been pretty eventful :D last week of summer school and i am FREE!!! cant wait!!

funky virus

sooooooo i am sick once again. i have been catching this bug every two weeks for the past six weeks without fail. its weird but im finally on some antibiotics and i hope it'll be gone FOREVER! its so irritating to have to see the doctor so often especially since my insurance is going to expire in a week or so. yeah i dunno what ill do with myself without proper protection...sigh. i think im super duper dedicated to work. as sick as i was yesterday, it took me half an hour to decide to call in sick for work. like i didnt wanna hinder my performance had i gone to work but if i called in sick i didnt wanna prolong the training process. whatevers, i needed the night off cuz i slept the whole day and it felt GOOD.

i can barely speak without my throat burning. work tonight will be fun. i also need to stop eating and sleeping right after. its like i cant help it or something. soooo gay. ill prolly update later or something, im sleepy.

note to self:

• get doctors note
• buy a belt
• get mom to hem pants.
  

is it my turn yet?

server training has been going well. the things ive learned has helped me greatly at champions. im pretty excited to be done with training so i can just get on with the job. summer school is also starting to drag. i got a B- on my last test because i misread the instructions...so gay. i dont mind just taking a B for that course :) yeah with school and work, life is really routine. my weekly schedule consist of school, nap, hw, work, maybe more hw, rinse and repeat for four days. ugh.

something also made my world crashing a little and got me asking "is it my turn yet??" i try to be a patient person but im to the point where i just want it now! but good things happens to those who wait so yeah. until then i just gotta think super positive :D right now im home on a saturday night being super duper lame. ugh this sucks. i say ill do hw but i highly doubt ill do any tonight lol

don't give up

today was my first day of server training. it was terrible in my opinion but everyone seems to say otherwise. maybe ive set too many expectations for myself and didnt accomplish as much as i anticipated. i mean, it was father's day and it was fricken busy. i was detached from my trainer like half the night so i just did my own thing. i was pretty much doing my hostess job just in uniform. this large party made sure i got tips from her bill cuz i was a trainee. that was pretty nice of her :) yeah, after work i cried my way home. i dont want to give up but im already cracking under the pressure. its 12:44 am and i have an accounting test the next morning and i barely studied. screwed much??

this past weekend was relaxing. i was able to take off friday and i went out and sang karaoke! it was a lot of fun. saturday i went to my coworkers bday celebration at champions. it was very awkward for me to be there since i dug out of work on friday to "study" and i show up to party haha. it was alright i guess. i dont really care since i wanna quit there anyways. everyone else went to mac 24/7 for lanes bday. i wanna go there one day and eat pancakes half my size :D and earlier today leon bought a ps3. i bet he's tweaking right now as i type this.

S&M adventures...

...stands for SUVEG AND MICHELLE'S ADVENTURES!! sick minded ppl :P

this is a recap of my week so far:

TUESDAY:
suveg is back in town! because of him, i sacrificed precious nap time to go cruise with him! we went on the makapuu hike and makapuu beach. on the trail there was this dude we met by the name of steve. he was nice at first but then got a little creepy. he said suveg had the look of a model/actor because steve is a film producer from LA. he wanted to do a photo shoot of him and give us a "thrill at night" when he does his ghost tours. yeah...it was weird. good times tho. we decided to go to makapuu beach cuz we saw it from the top of the hike and we flipped a coin to go. good choice cuz its a really really nice beach. it wasnt an asian beach since ppl there were either super moke or really california haole type. weird.

later that day i went to work. my manager said after this week im gonna be done with my cashiering job and i was depressed. i really love my job and didnt want it to end so abruptly. later on that night it turns out im gonna be working six days cuz he still needed me for training. this means i will be working SEVEN days for the next two weeks or so. frick.

i guess in my mind about moving up at phuket thai is that im leaving a position i love to another position i may potentially hate. i don't always enjoy waitressing at the bar so im afraid i might develop the same feelings for phuket. im terrified but i can only hope for the best :)

WEDNESDAY:
went out for lunch with my lovely ladies: ally, sarah, melanie, gina, sunny, and codi! we ate korean black bean noodles and it was yummy. what was even yummier was the dessert we got afterwards! it was an azuki shave ice with fruits. man that was delicious!!! i had to rush to meet up with some unlv peeps for a pool party thingy. my friend lives all the way in hawaii kai and i realized ive driven out there way too many times this summer. i need a change of hiking trails and beach. it was nice to see my former school mates again. ate even more food.

that day was also my last day of food running training. i did pretty good. im able to hold the plates better and didnt care so much about burning the hell outta hands. i did not look attractive at all since i was all sweaty after the first 20 minutes. whichever the case, i graduated and now its on to server training! whoopi do da.

THURSDAY:
today i woke up at 7:41 AM. i had class at 8 AM. GG MICHELLE!! but since im super woman and i get ready like a dude, i made it to school with time to correct and finish up my hw. yeah, im pretty awesome. i still have to do my video competitions. need time to do those before they end...blah.

first saturday

today was my first saturday off in like three months. i planned today like a week prior and jam packed it with activities. first off i went hiking with sunny, melanie, and gina. i think the second time around was a lot easier for me. melanie and gina had a hard time with the hike but i knew for a fact they felt accomplished afterwards. after the hike we went to ryan's bar and grill for half off pupus. we ordered and ate A LOT of different pupus. it was crazy how much food we had but it was well worth it! then it was movies! sex and the city was the best movie ive seen so far this year!!! it is something everyone should watch even if one has not kept up with the regular series. it makes me believe in love again, much like enchanted. i wish more of my girlfriends come home because after sex and the city, it made me realize how much i miss them. then after the movies i went to mikey's house to "chill." im typing this thing a little buzzed but it was fun. didnt stay that long but drank enough for me to have a good time haha. i gotta go to work early tomorrow for prepping for a grad party. blahhhhhh.

RECAP of the week:

• had my first food running training on wednesday. plates are fricken hott and it wasnt fun.
• locked myself outta my car with my apron, keys, and cellphone before my first day of training, on top of being late. GG me.
• the bar job sucked balls but im not a quitter.
• got an A on my accounting test but idk how long this streak will last.
  

balance

since the start of summer school, i have been trying to balance accounts and what not. when my ledgers and whatever else dont balance, i pretty much wanna cry. this class is like taking up my life since i spent all sunday working on ONE problem. poor darryl had to help me but no success. i woke up early monday morning and i figured out. i even had dreams of balancing my life out and what not. when i start getting dreams of something, it must be major.

i took my first test for accounting and i hope it went well. some parts i got stuck but other than that i did fine. hopefully. after class i went to the gym. i was doing hardcore cardio and as i was cooling down, i saw that a yoga class is gonna start in a few minutes. i went ahead and took the class. before class started, i met the instructor and she said she does "relaxing yoga." HAH, that was one hard yoga class! i was stretching all over the place! in the end, i was really relaxed and once again, i found some balance. as weird as it sounds, accounting has brought peace in my life! at least it made me look at the world in equilibrium. i feel like im doing a good job with it. despite summer school and a heavy work schedule on the weekends, i still make time to see people, though not as many as i hope to see but what i can i say, its a start :)

all i see is you

happy june! i cant believe half the year has passed already. time is flying so fast! i do wanna be 21 like asap but freeze the time right there for a few years! i wanna be able to party like a REAL rockstar haha.

summer school sucks. my first test is tomorrow and i honestly dunno how i will do on it. go me. ill be studying it up all night. also, i got called out on ibeatyou to be lock down from the site for three months. it is a competition that i doubt i will win. so the person that called me out and the ones that i called out can dare me to do something, great lol. it should be good cuz ibeatyou is seriously interfering with school and work cuz im almost always late @_@. speaking of work, im starting my first steps of server training this wednesday! im so nervous because i dont wanna screw up since most of my coworkers know i cant carry heavy things that well but i want to prove them wrong!

i think the love bug has bit me again. well, i should just say lust bug cuz im never gonna find love working so much lol. im infatuated small kine with a surfer boy. why you gotta be such a player. idk what it is that attracts me to him because he's not as attractive as my garden but something about him...idk. whatever happens happens cuz i must keep professional :)