great day

ive came to realize that i dont really have bad days lol. i think i try so damn hard to keep a positive outlook that i cant be brought down that easily. thats a good thing i suppose even tho i get stressed out and tired easily. thank you sercret! there is a lot of things ive given up hope on but it still gets me sometimes.

summer school sucks a cock cuz my teacher is all over the place. so far the class isnt too bad but he doesnt explain well so im not too sure what to study for or whatevers. homework is tedious and the class is just plain too early! eight in the morning is too early to even be awake, yet alone learn. last time i had to wake up this early was for high school...geez. my entire class has FOBs and really soft guys. being a night owl doesnt help my situation either.. i really hate it when people cough a lot because i get paranoid and i am in no mood to get sick. but then again, i might as well get all the ailments and bodily injuries now while i still have insurance *knocks on wood*

im getting tanner since ive been hitting the beach on a regular basis, too bad my back is starting to peel a little. yuck. i hope i can get back to my shade like i was in high school, ultimate darkness (for me at least :D) my online addiction to ibeatyou is starting to turn unhealthy. i should be taking a nap right now but i rather go on that site instead and blog of course. i need to stash my computer away for a while because im too technologically dependent. i even have dreams of ibeatyou! this is getting a little out of hand.

random things on my mind:

• gotta find time to get a hair cut or a trim on my bangs
• go to the gym
• i hate working at the bar
• i got my first beat down on ibeatyou :D :D :D
  
• yeah my mind is pretty blank cant think of anything else
  

crazy

saturday night at xyloh was wilder than i expected it to be. yes i did wanna drink and have fun but i got the whole deal. ill spare the details but i just drank too much too fast since people bought for me. i barely remember what i said that night. definitely something i am not very proud of.

my addiction to ibeatyou is driving me insane. it is seriously my new neopets. i slept until almost noon and i was on that site for two hours and then i went right back to bed until 4 pm. i basically hibernated today. during my nap, i had a dream telling me to get off ibeatyou and go back to neopets because my pet is dying. how insane is that?!?!

ibeatyou

ok so i have a new addiction to cure my boredom. i recently signed on to ibeatyou.com and ive been addicted ever since. its a competition type of site where theres different categories and ppl can upload a video, quote, picture, whatevers and vote for the best. check my profile out :D

http://www.ibeatyou.com/user/purplemochi

let me refer you so i can get more points and vote for me too :P and yes, i think its a healthier addiction than neopets. i should prolly check up on speed_ricer cuz its neglected to the max, poor thing.

today is jeannie's birthday and my coworker jerome from phuket thai. ill update my weekend on this one post because may is getting pretty congested with posts.

UPDATE:
i finally got my grades for KCC. i did a lot better than i thought so im pretty happy. work was crazy but it was fun. thursday there were a lot of drama but whatevers. thursday my coworkers and my boss from phuket got shitfaced and work the next day was painful. i felt so bad for one of them cuz he kept throwing up the whole shift, poor thing. friday was easy. i was lucky to get at least each table to turn twice so i made pretty good money. also i got an $80 tshirt for free! now today is saturday and i am tired. i hope xyloh tonight will be fun :)

full moons to hell hike

monday night had an amazing full moon. me ally and vincent had nothing better to do so we drove out to find it haha. we camera whored for awhile and danny and sharon showed up! it was fun to see ppl again. i totally needed it. ill post our awesome pics soon on facebook.

tuesday i had another mauka to makai excursion. our hike this time was the koko head trail. jeannie warned me that it is HARD and i didnt really wanna believe her that much unless i experience it for myself firsthand. boy she was right. it was a tedious ass hike because its almost a mile of stairs up a giant hill. it took us 20 minutes to climb to the top but that seemed like the longest 20 minutes of my life. it was so painful and tiring to climb up in addition that it was high noon. making it to the top was worth it. the view was amazing. climbing back down was pretty dangerous. i ate it once but it was the most graceful fall ever since it didnt hurt...prolly because my butt was so numb already lol. i felt damn accomplished after that hike.

hit sandy's beach with vincent afterwards and it was alright. didnt stay too long cuz we were hella tired. i hope to have more mauka to makai adventures this summer! maybe ill go try the koko head hike again...for sure not anytime soon tho.

miracle

i survived yet another crazy ass weekend. on thursday night while working at the bar, i developed a killer sore throat. i didnt think too much of it at first cuz its probably from eating the tempura and fried calamari we had left over. i woke up friday with the same sore throat and a headache. i had work at phuket in the morning and i was just lagging. friday night was suppose to be a little get together with everyone at ichiriku but that wasnt a go for me. i was PISSED cuz i was getting really frustrated not being able to see any of my friends for such a long time. went to work at the bar with a major headache, throat still burning on. my coworkers came and it was super cool. made pretty good money despite it was pooled amongst my section. that night i felt like total crap. i had trouble sleeping and i woke up saturday super sick. so sick to the point i could barely move and woke up in a cold sweat. i had to see a doctor cuz if i didnt, i wouldnt have been able to until monday. the doctor prescribed me THREE pills. "those better be some fricken miracle pills if its suppose to cure me in two doses." he offered me a doctor's note to get off work but i declined. prolly the dumbest thing that ever left my mouth.

saturday dinner i had to work the full shift and i was all drugged up. i was sweating all day and all night. it was pretty nasty but i like to think i sweat out the toxins in my body lol. sunday day i didnt do jack shit. i sat around and vegged out pretty much. the only productive thing i did was laundry. i was so hyper for work, it felt great to be so rejuvenated. i seriously need a day off from having to work back to back so often. it was BUSY as hell on a sunday night and it really caught me off guard. i made choke mistakes on the register cuz i kept using someone else's card so i kinda messed up the reports :/ oops.

so yups, thats pretty much my weekend. i prevailed yet another hectic weekend and i was sick too! i totally rock :D this entire week im free from all things work! im excited!!!

PS: i havent seen anyone of my friends in over two weeks. what the hell is up with that?!?! CALL ME UP YOU MOFOS! haha jk. but seriously, i miss you folks :(

sweet talker

...is apparently what i am today. today was my last day of finals and i definitely ended it with a bang. T_T

i woke up bright and early this morning to study a little more for economics. idk how to really study for the final so after awhile i just gave up. i needed like a C to keep my B. WELL...i got a 129 outta 212. thats like a 61%. it dropped my grade to a 78% i leaned over the partition and looked at my teacher with a sad puppy face as she looked through my semester's progress. "well, you did do all your hw and labs..." me: "AND i went to every single class!" and the teacher said it deserves something so she gave me extra credit for a B!!! SO happy.

it was only 9 AM so i decided to head home to take a nap cuz tonight will be a long night. i woke up around 12 and studied for history. as i was driving to school, the time 12:15 started to resonate in my head. i obviously started panicking thinking i may have missed my final. ive been hearing stories of people going late to class, etc so far this week and i was certain i wouldnt be so irresponsible like them. btw, i forgot my essay as well. anyways, got to class and no one was in the classroom. FUCK. so i went to my teacher's office and asked about the final exam. she said i missed it and i cant do anything about it. i had 15 minutes left before the period was over so i made up a stupid excuse and begged cuz i still had time. she let me take it and said i could turn in my essay later. idk how i did on that exam because i was rushing like crazy. i went home and got my essay and drove back to kcc for the THIRD time to drop it off.

sigh....what a day. im so grateful my teachers are pretty cool. i guess that one good thing about kcc cuz grade inflation definitely exists in hawaii. vegas ,the teachers give out less hw but the grade is usually as is. i felt really bad for history cuz i lied and rushed like theres no tomorrow to get it done. oh wells. it still doesnt really feel like summer because i have to work all weekend. my boss from phuket thai called and told me ill be working the full shift on saturday. HOLY CRAP, i havent done that in a while so i hope i have enough energy to make it through.

oh, and KCC's buy back for the books are much better than UNLV's. i got back almost $50 for the history book, amazing.

flattery

ive been dubbed one of the better servers at champions. i am so flattered because ive only worked twice and my hard work has shone through already. but this just means they want me to work more and my social life is lacking. this year ive met a lot of new people who are awesome. but despite all of that, i really miss my friends. im sorry if i seem too busy to do anything. i promise once summer comes around, ill be more available! because i am so damn busy, my love life is definitely gonna be lacking as well. my love life isnt much to begin with and my track record with guys isnt the greatest. he got my mind running in circles. ill just make the most with what i got. i really just wanna have fun while im young but my stupid morals! i just wanna throw it out the window (at least for summer) but deep down idk if i can!!! damn it!

school is ALMOST done. two more finals tomorrow and i am free until 5/27 when i start summer school :( i dread taking my econ final because i dont know what is going on or how to study for it. i refuse to pull all nighters because i think theyre pointless. i believe studying as a threshold and once you hit that "fuck it, i give up" point, no matter how much more you study its just not gonna do you any good. pulling an all nighter writing a paper is different.

things i wanna do this summer:

• BEACH!!!
• drive around island and maybe finally eat kahuku shrimp
• clubbing
• sleeping in
• more beach.

cant wait :D

rest in peace

this morning i decided to finally clean my fishbowl after a few weeks. turns out 2.0 died and he was stiff, nasty. i quickly dumped him in the toilet and flushed it to the great unknown. not much of a ceremony there cuz ive been waiting for a long time for him to end his misery. now its just suicidal snail in the bowl. i need new fish cuz what am i gonna do with just a snail?!

i used to love 2.0 so much. i even gave him a photo shoot but after a month or so, he looked a little decrepit. poor thang. i guess i need a lovechild 3.0.

my brains needs to rest in peace as well. today i studied with some classmates for over 4 hours on math. it was pretty ridiculous. mostly i was playing catch up since this weekend has been crazy so i was really behind on everything. the final wasn't too difficult but a lot of the material caught me by surprise so we'll see in a week or so how i did :/

i wish ppl arent so sketch. like, just make it a point already! get your shit together! you dig??? lol jk, but seriously. many finals left and hello summer school. i love it!

UPDATE: as you can see, ive tried pimping out my iDiary instead of doing hw, yikes. i wish i remembered how to use html cuz back in the day i was pretty darn decent with it. oh wells. listen to that video i have on my left. i guess it sorta matches well with the days i write about and to watch my life go by.

awesomely bad

i really wanna share with you guys my awesomely bad two days. its like so bad that its great after all haha.

UPDATE: one thing i did forget to make my day awesomely bad on thursday: i didnt get my accounting credits so hello summer school!! HELLS TO THE YEAH!!! not.

THURSDAY:

i was unable to sleep a wink that morning. either it was the chai latte i had on wednesday night or i was just too excited/nervous about working at the bar that night. whatever the case i couldnt sleep and i had to wake up early to meet up with my english teacher at kcc. i forgot i didnt have class on thursday so i drove all the way there just for that. so by then i was damn tired and i had to buy clothes for the bar. that took forever and a half. took a casey out for lunch at genkis cuz he's been helping me a lot with math. i drove him back to UH so i could study and i knew i had to pay but casey just said to keep going so i went. by the time i left, i got a fricken parking violation. he is totally paying for it. went home and tried to nap but my dad woke me up the first 30 minutes so i just gave up on the nap. went to the bar and it was awkward. they just gave me the table numbers and told me to just go for it. as the night progressed it got a little easier and it was fun! i made about $100 in the four hours i was there. as i was getting ready to move my car outta the parallel spot, i fucken hit the car behind me. the guy was still in his car but there were no damages. he kept cussing at me so i was just like whatevers and drove off. gg -_-. went to bed around 2 am.

FRIDAY:

woke up early to go to work. went to my car and there was a REAL ticket on my windshield. WTF right?! turns out the police comes into the parking garage to ticket ppl for violations. they fucken ticketed my car on MY property cuz that stall is owned by my dad. definitely gonna fight for that ticket...and plus it was my second ticket in TWO days, geez. went to work kinda anal and it turns out i forgot my name tag and card. kinda slow day at phuket. right after work i went to kcc for a math review. i was stuck in traffic eating my salad. i was only able to stay at the review for like an hour cuz i had to go to the bar. yep, it was pretty much nonstop and the only time i was able to sit was while i was driving -_-. went to the bar cuz it was the grand opening and it was pretty bs how they got things to work. we had too many girls on the floor and they wanted pooled tips. for the longest time i was just standing there lookin pretty. a few of the girls left and it was just me and four other ones from 11-2am. i met rick rock and jake shimabukuro! i was really star struck when i met him, i begged to shake his hand lol. there were other radio personalities and stuff so it was pretty cool. at the end of the night the 5 girls that stayed the whole time only made $70 in NINE hours. all of us easily made over $100 the last two hours but the stupid pooling says otherwise. pretty gay.

now im all tired and its almost 4 am and i gotta study choke tomorrow and work at phuket. this weekend so far has been terrible but there were enough good to make it alright i guess. working 5 shifts in like 3-4 days of finals weekend isnt a good idea...for reals.

cinco de mayo

today is the fifth of may. it is also my sisters birthday and children's day. lucky for my sister cuz when she's 21, she can have double the reasons to party. dont think im that bad of a sister, i took that girl out for ice cream after dinner. go me :D today i just feel like writing a post :)

i was in the library trying to do my math homework. i didnt have much success with it. i really hope i can do well on the final. im getting a strong A for the class but i could screw it up if i dont do well, yuck. im really happy for the semester to finally be over soon. im gonna miss a lot of people from my classes. i met so many new awesome people and it definitely made my semester better despite the workload. ill miss a lot of them for sure.

UH might not be so retarded. the biology department gained some points in my book cuz i got credit for bio 171 lab! thats right!!! thank you ms. matsuzaki for being a crazy ass woman but you saved me choke money and time. i wish accounting would just get on it! like seriously, they only had to evaluate a damn syllabus while the bio guys had to go through a thick binder of stuff. stupid business college!

right now there is a million things i should and could be doing but im not. im really excited for the sports bar job. idk, all this anticipation for it, i really hope its not gonna be a letdown or i screw up so badly i wanna quit! positive thoughts! oh yeah, i also went out to lunch with vincent and danny. it was really really nice to see a new face. i miss my mainland buddies a lot. they wanted to eat thai food. man, i ate that stuff all weekend but whatevers. im sure my boss gets sick looking at my face lol.

sleepless in hawaii

i think this has been my most sleepless weekend. friday night/saturday morning was just stupid. getting calls between 4-8 am wasn't very pleasant. i didnt mind too much cuz i couldnt sleep a wink on the couch. too spoiled with lots of room on my bed. saturday night was dedicated for some homework but another unexpected event happened. it was like major las vegas flashback. it was good to hear your voice again. brought back a lot of poignant memories. bleh. someone else started talking to me as well and it was just like, really?!?! haha it was kinda funny. but yeah, i was more tired than i thought cuz i knocked out afterwards.

work was yucky. i was groggy and definitely out of it. i came home to eat some soup noodles from work and it was fricken toxic! they gave me some special sauce and that shit was HOTT. good thing i was smart enough not to put all of it in my soup. i had a major kanak attack afterwards and slept for an hour half. it felt GOOD. i miss naps. now i gotta spend a few hours to finish up this paper. i see a week's worth of sleepless nights ahead of me...lovely.

fat lip

my lips have been feeling funny lately. earlier this week i bit myself eating a sandwich. it wasnt a bad bite but it didnt go away and its sore as ever now! like three mini canker sores resulted from the bite. now one of the canker sores has turned into a bubble thingy. so irritating cuz i feel like i talk funny cuz of it. because of the bump, it makes me rub my lips together a lot so the skin is getting thinner so it feels chapped all the time. ive been rubbing chapstick on a lot but it doesnt seem like its doing any good. i feel like i have herpes or something..nasty.

i finally saw forgetting sarah marshall. that movie was cute but too much unnecessary male frontal nudity. i really want to get my watch already. im kinda excited to see how it looks. im semi sick which prolly the reason for the canker sores to pain on. stupid body, stupid immune system.

window shopper?!

today i was feeling a little sick. well, i still am cuz my sore throat hasnt gone away. everyone is getting sick and its getting me paranoid. i think it might be the vog's fault. go away sulfer dioxide!
i pretty much starved myself today as well. i went to genki sushi after class with jeannie and i pigged out. it was good but it didnt quite satisfy my wants for so many other random things.

right now i am sitting at home thinking of doing some homework. i tried taking a nap earlier to free up my mind but i just couldnt. what did i do instead??? i bought myself a fricken watch. thats right, i couldnt resist. i was browsing for a nixon watch last night and i told myself to go ala moana to check it out in person first. NOPE, i just went ahead and bought it. idk what the hell possessed me to be so impulsive. the sites that sold that watch cheaper were all outta stock so it just got me more irritated. like a robot, i just reached for my credit card and started punching my numbers in without second thoughts. mind you, i made sure the site didnt charge me shipping lol. expect me to have a new watch within the next few days i guess...
pretty yeah??

other news thats been happening is that i got hired at a sports bar where easy music center used to be. if you are over 21, please visit me. idk how my schedule will look so yeah. i need to get my liquor commission yellow card. blehhh. i still think UH is gay because they are taking far too long to evaluate a syllabus for accounting. c'mon now, just look through what i did in class and if it matches give me the damn credits! UH seems to procrastinate more than their students, sad.