great day

ive came to realize that i dont really have bad days lol. i think i try so damn hard to keep a positive outlook that i cant be brought down that easily. thats a good thing i suppose even tho i get stressed out and tired easily. thank you sercret! there is a lot of things ive given up hope on but it still gets me sometimes.

summer school sucks a cock cuz my teacher is all over the place. so far the class isnt too bad but he doesnt explain well so im not too sure what to study for or whatevers. homework is tedious and the class is just plain too early! eight in the morning is too early to even be awake, yet alone learn. last time i had to wake up this early was for high school...geez. my entire class has FOBs and really soft guys. being a night owl doesnt help my situation either.. i really hate it when people cough a lot because i get paranoid and i am in no mood to get sick. but then again, i might as well get all the ailments and bodily injuries now while i still have insurance *knocks on wood*

im getting tanner since ive been hitting the beach on a regular basis, too bad my back is starting to peel a little. yuck. i hope i can get back to my shade like i was in high school, ultimate darkness (for me at least :D) my online addiction to ibeatyou is starting to turn unhealthy. i should be taking a nap right now but i rather go on that site instead and blog of course. i need to stash my computer away for a while because im too technologically dependent. i even have dreams of ibeatyou! this is getting a little out of hand.

random things on my mind:

• gotta find time to get a hair cut or a trim on my bangs
• go to the gym
• i hate working at the bar
• i got my first beat down on ibeatyou :D :D :D
  
• yeah my mind is pretty blank cant think of anything else