Wednesday, May 14, 2008

flattery

ive been dubbed one of the better servers at champions. i am so flattered because ive only worked twice and my hard work has shone through already. but this just means they want me to work more and my social life is lacking. this year ive met a lot of new people who are awesome. but despite all of that, i really miss my friends. im sorry if i seem too busy to do anything. i promise once summer comes around, ill be more available! because i am so damn busy, my love life is definitely gonna be lacking as well. my love life isnt much to begin with and my track record with guys isnt the greatest. he got my mind running in circles. ill just make the most with what i got. i really just wanna have fun while im young but my stupid morals! i just wanna throw it out the window (at least for summer) but deep down idk if i can!!! damn it!

school is ALMOST done. two more finals tomorrow and i am free until 5/27 when i start summer school :( i dread taking my econ final because i dont know what is going on or how to study for it. i refuse to pull all nighters because i think theyre pointless. i believe studying as a threshold and once you hit that "fuck it, i give up" point, no matter how much more you study its just not gonna do you any good. pulling an all nighter writing a paper is different.

things i wanna do this summer:
  • BEACH!!!
  • drive around island and maybe finally eat kahuku shrimp
  • clubbing
  • sleeping in
  • more beach.
cant wait :D

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