gitters

i am so stressed over my trip. a lot of money has been invested and we're not sure if we can even get to our first destination! i'm hoping for the best but this standby traveling thing is not very fun! for the past two nights, i've been dreaming of the situation and it's making me restless. ahhhhhhh!!! positive thoughts! *I WILL MAKE MY FLIGHT!!!!*

on another note: yesterday, 5/27 was a blastastic! i got so much done but spent a lot of money as well...recap bullets time!

• car washed and waxed $40
• laser pointer and watch batteries replaced $17
• parking for next month $30
• cat food $16
• movies $10.50
• dinner at sweet home cafe :)
• the hangover 2!
• beer pong except i didn't play
• jack in the box jalapeno poppers :9
  

ps: hangover is EXACTLY the same as the first one but just different scenarios. it was still funny but predictable :P

tick tock

TIME MANAGEMENT: why is that so hard to do right now?! working nights only has made me into an extremely unproductive being. because i know i have my nights off, i keep putting my errands and other things aside thinking i always have "tomorrow" to work on it.

example: getting my car detailed. i've put it off for almost two weeks now. it's not gonna wax itself. i need to get on it and i'm already planning to not do it today but save it for tomorrow. i hate making excuses for myself -_-

i need to stop eating so much. appetite is back with vengeance. save me from myself :/

pineapple run is tomorrow! outta shape but can do ;)

graduation and down side

congrats to all of the graduates who finally made it this past weekend! graduation is such a crazy day. i hate the parking and exiting situation because manoa is clearly not made for that much traffic. i always get sunburn and even with my trusty umbrella, it did no good. i wished i could have gone out but work was good so i can't really complain :P

down side: lately, i feel so sad. i really wanna go on my trip just to clear my mind and get some clarity. i need to snap out of this phase because i miss looking at things on the bright side! get it together!

addiction: yep, i am officially addicted to criminal minds. getting withdrawals from not watching it is clearly a sign.

trip: 13 more days! i can't wait. the east coast adventures is still uncertain because i have no schedule of what to do so i hope it will work out in the end.

hong kong: still no word yet from my adviser. maybe it's a sign...

香港

i've got a strong feeling about this one! i was browsing through my email when i read one from the TIM school advising of an internship opportunity in hong kong! it's an entry level internship for SIX months. i just had a feeling that i should do it. i'm not sure if it's opened to alumni but i am definitely interested. they want interns to be there by july so it's kinda do or die, IF i am eligible. how exciting. i wonder how hong kong's work life is like compared to the US. i hope i don't get worked like a dog because they offer $500/month. that's very little since i get more working only 16/hr a week at the airport lol. second job work visa? ahhh! i will update when i get a response from my advisor :)

gloomy mother's day!

happy mother's day!

what a gloomy day! the weather has been like this for a while now. it really adds to my sickness inactivity because i can't really go out and do much and i was sick so i felt like my cat; cooped up at home all day everything. now i know why he's so crazy...cabin fever?

anyway, i want to dedicate this post to my amazing mom! she's finally living the american dream and i am so proud of her. she immigrated from the motherland to the US without knowing anyone or a lick of english. my mom made it on her own while raising me and my sister which she was half successful in because janelle is still lost lol. now, she's a successful business owner. i really think my mom is a super mom. she works so much but still has the time to cook and take care of a lot of other things. i heart my majah :)

sickness

happy may!

this year sure is flying by! unfortunately, the beautiful month of may so far as been shitty because i've contracted some funky cold. this is unlike a lot of colds i've had in the past few years because of its severity. although my appetite has gone down dramatically (yay for weight loss), i still feel like a piece of fat. i think it's from all the inactivity because all i do is sit around and watch TV all day. literally. i've been getting into a lot of crime shows such as "CSI" and "Criminal Minds," so much that i think i can commit the perfect murder ;) kidding! but yeah, those shows engulf my life as of recently.

work is slowing down. i am working less because westjet now only have night flights. there goes my income but being sick definitely has its pros. i was bedridden for almost a whole week so i hardly went out or spend much money. go me! saving for my awesome trip in less than a month is hard work. i have no idea how much i might end up spending since craig might not get into canada and plans might suddenly change -_-. i'm praying for the best because idk how i feel about spontaneously going to san fransisco lol.