i was beyond exhausted last night. i skipped going to the gym so i could get some rest but i ended up being wide awake counting sheep at 4 in the morning. so much is going on in my life at the moment and it's exhausting because my mind could not stop racing. it's distracting. i think i'm losing my mind, literally!
if you didn't know, i put in my two weeks at the bar last week. three more shifts to go! i've never been more excited :D i'm also excited to start my new job but that got me reconsidering applying for hawaiian airlines. what?! to follow my dreams to stay with what is safe for now??? i feel like my life is slowly falling into place but i'm torn. this entire month have been so hectic but that's what life's about!
to end this post, i read a bumper sticker to live by...
"shut up & love life!"
Friday, October 21, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
psyched
today, i start my new job at the sheraton. it's a 10+ hour long orientation and unfortunately, i work at the airport almost immediately afterward. i think i psyched myself out so much for it i couldn't sleep. being sleep deprived all of yesterday didn't really help my case. sigh. here's to a 15 hour work day. i need a drink after this hehe
Saturday, October 1, 2011
life's regrets
happy october!
i feel like crap. it's pretty amazing how fast moods can change. over the week, i was flying around cloud 9 and just after my final interview, i've been feeling like death. drinking away one's sorrows does not do anything. it feels great at the time being but the next morning when the fuzziness subsides, reality hits. nothing's changed except your wallet is probably lighter. each and every time i recall friday afternoon, i get sick to my stomach. i'm not sure of the outcome but whatever it may be, i'm happy to have made it so far into the interview process. positive thinking!!!
on other news, i got hired at the sheraton to be a hostess at their buffet. i think it's a good opportunity and i will seize it. although money-wise, it's not the greatest because it's not a full time job, it will be better than working for more without any benefits, right?!
i feel like crap. it's pretty amazing how fast moods can change. over the week, i was flying around cloud 9 and just after my final interview, i've been feeling like death. drinking away one's sorrows does not do anything. it feels great at the time being but the next morning when the fuzziness subsides, reality hits. nothing's changed except your wallet is probably lighter. each and every time i recall friday afternoon, i get sick to my stomach. i'm not sure of the outcome but whatever it may be, i'm happy to have made it so far into the interview process. positive thinking!!!
on other news, i got hired at the sheraton to be a hostess at their buffet. i think it's a good opportunity and i will seize it. although money-wise, it's not the greatest because it's not a full time job, it will be better than working for more without any benefits, right?!
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