itchy itch

so yesterday, i worked a double shift. a grueling 10+ hours of it. i went out afterward for a drink with kyle, jerry, samson, and dylan. ate a few things, went to a bar, and got more drinks. that night while in the middle of of my sleep, i started scratching myself like crazy!!! it turned out i got the hives again. its safe to say im allergic to something but what could that be?! everything i ate last night was common to what i eat on a regular basis. nothing out of the ordinary. sigh, i'm so damn uncomfortable right now since the itches and bumps come and go.

freedom!

i'm finally done done done! UHM pissed the shit outta me off today, at least the book store. i spent like $400 on books and was only able to sell back ONE for $7. SEVEN DOLLARS! you can barely even buy a plate lunch. ridiculous. one of my books was in perfectly fine condition, only problem was the binding was junk to begin with (i bought the book like that) and the damn bookstore wouldn't accept it! why bother selling defective books if you won't take it back due to that defect. bastards.

i'm crazy sleepy still from today but i have work in an hour and a half. sigh. i discovered pandora and i'm loving it so far. i still don't really know how to use it but so far so good. it has helped me quite a bit during my study sesh.

peeping sun

it is barely 6 am. i have been up since 3:30 am since i don't do all nighters. today is my last two finals. i've never been more excited since this week has been brutal. i wished i spent more time getting things done instead of goofing around. i'm excited for the summer already. i hate watching the damn sun rise. i don't feel prepared what so ever but i don't care! i will pass the classes regardless but i hope i get As lol.

burnt

i hate how blogspot logs me off time to time. i can never seem to remember my password :/

wednesday was cinco de mayo, last day of instruction, and my sister's birthday. after a long day of school, i headed out to d&b's that night for an ending social with my club just to find it was done -_- lame! shon and i went to phuket for a light dinner and we ended up getting drunk lol. went to chinatown for the cinco de mayo block party. it was crowded and expensive. it cost money to get a wristband and by the time we got there, it was almost over. the best part was the mechanical bull rides. it was so entertaining to watch lol.

thursday was my ONLY full day off in months. i told shon i wanted to go hiking and beach and to wash my car. idk what was going through my mind because i honestly hate hiking. we brought along shon's puppy and boy did that thing had energy! too bad at the top of mariner's ridge was rainy. couldn't see anything :( our next stop was sandy's beach. didn't stay there too long. we washed my car after until it was squeaky clean just to have it drive through the rain a few hours later. finally, we finished the day with sweet home cafe. it was a perfect date day :) we're both burnt to a crisp now.

finals are next week and as usual, i have not studied yet. fml around sunday lol

cry no more

happy may!

the past few days have been gross with the vog and all.

my ipod has the most depressing songs. it's sad listening to them. a situation happened today. i refuse to cry. i ran outta tears. i will be strong and get what i want because i deserve it. i always ask myself why this happens to me. oh wells.

japan airlines is having an internship opportunity for a month. it's gonna be crazy busy but it's just for one month! i think i'm gonna apply. if i get it, goodbye phuket thai and social life.

janelle's birthday is tomorrow, i really wish i could wish her a happy birthday but i have no way to get in touch with her. i actually miss that brat. i hope she's doing well.