happy birthday to my favorite manju, shon!
commitments...
so i'm still in a job rut and the retirement home called once again. i'm starting to feel bad and pressured into working there. i heard they are short handed and everyone has been working double time or something.
desperation is starting to hit as i apply to some random places, remington college admissions adviser anyone? i also applied at the kahala resort to be a full-time server. i'm considering quitting the airport to pursue real opportunities in the F&B industry because i think that where may be my passion lie.
i'm still sick. last night was a crazy busy night at anasia's. the money was well worth it but i felt like dying for the first half of the night. sleeping has been a challenge because i feel like i might choke in my sleep because of my nasal congestion. so gross. i also hate how i lose track of how many pills i take and i might overdose that way and die. my over-the-counter pill cocktail medley is pretty impressive, might i add.
God, i know you have a plan for me. please guide me with Your hands and lead me to the right path. i'm letting the Lord take control now...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
broke for life
i think i will be broke as a joke for life. this is getting depressing. i was considering picking up a third job in the AM but that would mean i will have to work at least 20+ more hours for not a whole lot of money. i was doing my calculations of how much i would make yearly with three jobs before tax and it's barely half than what i would consider "comfortable." i am useless in the real world. everyone tells me to wait until the right opportunity comes around but i'm scared it won't or i had let a lot of them pass me by, ie: horizon lines. arhgkagabvnad;l!
today i spent it poolside of my apartment. it was so nice to go swimming again! i wanna get crispy golden brown! while i was tanning, i started to think of my job situation and how i do enjoy my free time but that happiness will only get me so far if i'm not successful in what i do. life blows, time to hit the books and go back to school!
today i spent it poolside of my apartment. it was so nice to go swimming again! i wanna get crispy golden brown! while i was tanning, i started to think of my job situation and how i do enjoy my free time but that happiness will only get me so far if i'm not successful in what i do. life blows, time to hit the books and go back to school!
Saturday, July 9, 2011
can't hang
my tolerance for alcohol is love hate. it's definitely gotten lower which means i can't party as hard as i would like but it saves me money. hmmm.
this week has been very exciting. it started on a wednesday night after work. i took allison, my coworker and classmate, to anasias where we met with her friend, our coworkers, and found crystal lam! we had many shots there and we were feeling adventurous! headed to bar 7 to rage even more, woohoo! plus another beer and 3-4 more shots later, we were rockstars! dickface ran into me (he tapped my shoulder for attention) and gave me a wtf face. guy wants to pick a fight or something with me because i didn't find him, it was vice versa, bitch. it was time to go home and on the way back to the cars, i spied the sushi bar at club evergreen! we just had to go! 2 pieces uni, 4 unagi, 2 salmon, california roll, and spicy tuna temaki and $35 later, we finally went home T_T. i don't know how i managed to drive allison home because while on the road, i was seeing doubles.
friday! kevin texted me for a drink. off to bar 35 we go. 3 shots and two drinky drinks later, i was drunk. thanks mr. bartender ;) <3 x 1000000000000^n. my only full day off as well as shon's was not well spent. we went to izakaya nonbei for dinner with my play hawaii coupon. it was delicious but a bit pricey for what we got. wafu garlic steak, asparagus, assorted tempura, spicy hamachi roll, rice, kinako mochi, green tea ice cream and two beers was $78 pre-discount. not bad i guess. i was still drunk and super full so i asked for a few puffs from his j. and thennnnn i ended up on the moon. shon dropped me off to go to a poker game to win back what we spent for dinner and i just passed out. weak sauce.
this week has been very exciting. it started on a wednesday night after work. i took allison, my coworker and classmate, to anasias where we met with her friend, our coworkers, and found crystal lam! we had many shots there and we were feeling adventurous! headed to bar 7 to rage even more, woohoo! plus another beer and 3-4 more shots later, we were rockstars! dickface ran into me (he tapped my shoulder for attention) and gave me a wtf face. guy wants to pick a fight or something with me because i didn't find him, it was vice versa, bitch. it was time to go home and on the way back to the cars, i spied the sushi bar at club evergreen! we just had to go! 2 pieces uni, 4 unagi, 2 salmon, california roll, and spicy tuna temaki and $35 later, we finally went home T_T. i don't know how i managed to drive allison home because while on the road, i was seeing doubles.
friday! kevin texted me for a drink. off to bar 35 we go. 3 shots and two drinky drinks later, i was drunk. thanks mr. bartender ;) <3 x 1000000000000^n. my only full day off as well as shon's was not well spent. we went to izakaya nonbei for dinner with my play hawaii coupon. it was delicious but a bit pricey for what we got. wafu garlic steak, asparagus, assorted tempura, spicy hamachi roll, rice, kinako mochi, green tea ice cream and two beers was $78 pre-discount. not bad i guess. i was still drunk and super full so i asked for a few puffs from his j. and thennnnn i ended up on the moon. shon dropped me off to go to a poker game to win back what we spent for dinner and i just passed out. weak sauce.
Friday, July 8, 2011
i smell fresh payback
UPDATE! i ended up getting PUNK'D! when my sister came home from work, she did her daily business and busts out the modem! WTF! so i ended up getting more pissed off and stole the ethernet cord for an hour while i was at the gym. i came home and gave it back to her and called it even. gg janelle, gg.
my sister is dumb. so i still don't have internet and today I asked her if I could use the ethernet cord to go online. Sister dearest was being a little bitch by telling me to wait an hour cuz she was going to work. We argued because the internet is not for her personal use but the whole family. Her argument was that the wifi I use was my personal problem and I should do something about it...wtf. she sleeps during the day when I'm out and awake at night when I'm home so ill never find the time to go online cuz she's an internet junkie. So anyway, she got pissed and threw out our modem! I went out to bring it back and she got a hold of it again. Whatevers. When she left for work, I couldn't find the modem so I feared she tossed it out once again. Went outside to the trash and the building maintenance guys took out the trash for good!!!
The moral of this story is not to get mad but find solutions to piss off your enemy >:)
At first, I was furious and I hid her laptop under her bed and claimed I broke it via text message. Childish huh??? But I realize that I know the lobby's wifi password but she doesn't so I'm not 100% screwed and janelle pretty much screwed herself. I feel soooo much better about myself now but I'm still mad that she threw away a perfectly working modem and now we have to purchase a new one...idiot.
my sister is dumb. so i still don't have internet and today I asked her if I could use the ethernet cord to go online. Sister dearest was being a little bitch by telling me to wait an hour cuz she was going to work. We argued because the internet is not for her personal use but the whole family. Her argument was that the wifi I use was my personal problem and I should do something about it...wtf. she sleeps during the day when I'm out and awake at night when I'm home so ill never find the time to go online cuz she's an internet junkie. So anyway, she got pissed and threw out our modem! I went out to bring it back and she got a hold of it again. Whatevers. When she left for work, I couldn't find the modem so I feared she tossed it out once again. Went outside to the trash and the building maintenance guys took out the trash for good!!!
The moral of this story is not to get mad but find solutions to piss off your enemy >:)
At first, I was furious and I hid her laptop under her bed and claimed I broke it via text message. Childish huh??? But I realize that I know the lobby's wifi password but she doesn't so I'm not 100% screwed and janelle pretty much screwed herself. I feel soooo much better about myself now but I'm still mad that she threw away a perfectly working modem and now we have to purchase a new one...idiot.
Friday, July 1, 2011
byebye internet
happy july!!!
So for the past year or so I've been leeching wifi off some random network and all of the sudden there is no more :( i started this post with my phone but with a teeny tiny keyboard and being on the move made this post hard to finish. can someone get me a wireless modem and install it for me, please???
job hunting is fruitless. i'm thinking of working for a retirement home as a server because they offer some pretty good benefits. how sad is my life!? i feel like that is all i know how to do...serve people food and alcohol. i'm not gonna lie, i'm pretty darn good at it but it's such a waste of my education -_-. why do people even bother with school? almost all of the things we learn is on the job training unless you're like a doctor or engineer i guess. ugh, thinking about this frustrates me so i will stop :)
in relation to my loss of internet, i'm using my sister's ethernet cable. she cant get mad because i was the one that called hawaii telcom to get that shit and i went on my hands and knees to install it! as far as i'm concern, i get to stay connected as long as i need >:)
life is good when things are simple. for anyone reading that has excess baggage on your shoulders, get rid of them. you won't regret or look back.
So for the past year or so I've been leeching wifi off some random network and all of the sudden there is no more :( i started this post with my phone but with a teeny tiny keyboard and being on the move made this post hard to finish. can someone get me a wireless modem and install it for me, please???
job hunting is fruitless. i'm thinking of working for a retirement home as a server because they offer some pretty good benefits. how sad is my life!? i feel like that is all i know how to do...serve people food and alcohol. i'm not gonna lie, i'm pretty darn good at it but it's such a waste of my education -_-. why do people even bother with school? almost all of the things we learn is on the job training unless you're like a doctor or engineer i guess. ugh, thinking about this frustrates me so i will stop :)
in relation to my loss of internet, i'm using my sister's ethernet cable. she cant get mad because i was the one that called hawaii telcom to get that shit and i went on my hands and knees to install it! as far as i'm concern, i get to stay connected as long as i need >:)
life is good when things are simple. for anyone reading that has excess baggage on your shoulders, get rid of them. you won't regret or look back.
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