i think i will be broke as a joke for life. this is getting depressing. i was considering picking up a third job in the AM but that would mean i will have to work at least 20+ more hours for not a whole lot of money. i was doing my calculations of how much i would make yearly with three jobs before tax and it's barely half than what i would consider "comfortable." i am useless in the real world. everyone tells me to wait until the right opportunity comes around but i'm scared it won't or i had let a lot of them pass me by, ie: horizon lines. arhgkagabvnad;l!
today i spent it poolside of my apartment. it was so nice to go swimming again! i wanna get crispy golden brown! while i was tanning, i started to think of my job situation and how i do enjoy my free time but that happiness will only get me so far if i'm not successful in what i do. life blows, time to hit the books and go back to school!
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