commitments

happy birthday to my favorite manju, shon!

commitments...

so i'm still in a job rut and the retirement home called once again. i'm starting to feel bad and pressured into working there. i heard they are short handed and everyone has been working double time or something.

desperation is starting to hit as i apply to some random places, remington college admissions adviser anyone? i also applied at the kahala resort to be a full-time server. i'm considering quitting the airport to pursue real opportunities in the F&B industry because i think that where may be my passion lie.

i'm still sick. last night was a crazy busy night at anasia's. the money was well worth it but i felt like dying for the first half of the night. sleeping has been a challenge because i feel like i might choke in my sleep because of my nasal congestion. so gross. i also hate how i lose track of how many pills i take and i might overdose that way and die. my over-the-counter pill cocktail medley is pretty impressive, might i add.

God, i know you have a plan for me. please guide me with Your hands and lead me to the right path. i'm letting the Lord take control now...