father's day/crazy life

life is more interesting when there's drama, right?  i think i was desperate for some excitement and got caught up in a real sticky situation.  i need to stay strong and focused to what i want and not fall for anything stupid.  this is so unlike me to get attached to anything so quickly.  snap out of it!  this is how people get hurt in the end. 

father's day was a huge success this year.  i took my dad to bluwater grill in hawaii kai and the restaurant sits on a million dollar view of the marina.  gorgeous.  i wished i could say the same for the food because it was pretty junky.  i wish i had more time to spend with my dad.  my life is so carefree right now that i don't prioritize things as much as i want. 

other news:

havoc gained two pounds since his last vet visit.  he's quite the heffer and i'm not having it.  diet time for him and me!

pretty soon i will have more shifts at the hotel.  i'm excited for more hours but at the same time, being on call has gotten me stuck in a lazy funk.  i will get used to it eventually :)

i think there's a slow leak in one of my tires.  i brought it to the dealership TWICE and they found nothing wrong.  not cool.  i feel bad for wasting their time because they're not getting paid for it lol.

green eye monster

as keri hilson puts it in her song pretty girl rock, "jealousy is an ugly trait."  i will look into the positives of my life and won't compare mines to others.  we've all got our own problems...why be jealous of their opportunities when it comes with baggage as well.  my only solution is to not dwell on others' fortunes but to be proactive and create my own.  right now i'm comfortable where i'm at and i know that won't get me anywhere.  the best thing for change is to step out of that comfort zone.  i can do this!

could you believe it's june already?!  half way though with the year.  incredible how fast this year is going by.  i feel like everyone is getting married or having babies.  it's like they think the world is actually ending in 2012 so they're doing everything on their bucket list lol.  i'm too selfish to have a kid now.  i love to drink and eat raw fish too much.  'nuff said.