in a nutshell

it is NYE of 2013.  2012 has been AMAZING, seriously, nothing short of it!

i realized i am blessed with a great life.  no, a fantastic life!  i've been given so many great opportunities that i have to take a step back and count my blessings.  i know God has played a huge role in my life and allowing Him to take control has been the right thing to do.  when i was lost earlier this year, i had a "Jesus take the wheel" moment and it has never been better.   my friends, family, and coworkers have been so good to me that words cannot express my gratitude towards them. 

2012 has been real and i will be ending it in osaka and also starting it there!  i'm beyond excited for 2013 and what it may bring. 

i am not a failure...

...people just fail me.

happy december!

looks like another lonely holiday season is ahead of me.  luckily, i have the best people i can call friends and have the career of my dreams (although i am terrified because of probation).  it was a doomed relationship from the start but i've just been so curious to see if it would get better.  i gave too many benefit of the doubts.  it was exhausting and i was just hurting myself.  i should look forward and stop lingering on to a few good moments from the past and hope it will always be the same.  i am older and wiser now.

if all fails, i will get another cat.  they don't talk back and all i have to do is feed them for them to love me.  story of my life =P