my break hasnt been as fulfilling as i hoped. this entire week has been very emotional for me for some reason. its like i have a reason to bitch about anything and everything. all i have been doing is going to the gym, work, or just sucking air. i want to just cry and let everything out but my body wont let me. maybe ill go sniff some onions later. whatevers
yesterday was fun except for the fitness test. jeannie and i went to makapuu to go hiking and from there we drove to waimea bay. yeah, it was a fucken long drive but well worth it. well idk, we spent more time driving than beaching which was kinda disappointing cuz i didnt get dark. i was super tired and i couldnt cancel my fitness test so i was a trooper and went. yeah, it was a near tears experience because that was the most intensive last five minutes of my life. i havent been pushed that hard physically....possibly ever. damn i am outta shape and now i am suffering. i have to work soon; they called me to come in early. fuck. this break sucks but i shouldnt complain too much because there are other ppl that have it much worse.
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