Tuesday, July 22, 2008

what's your drive?

what compels people to do what they do?

i found out something in my workplace that completely saddens me. my favorite dishwasher told me he lost all motivation to work because my manager canceled his insurance. he is the most hardworking person in the kitchen and is so helpful for all of the front of the house employees. its gonna be sad if he decides to quit.. idk why my manager would do that; greed? lack of funds? idk. sucks. on the topic of work, starting NEXT week i might pick up up shifts since i really want my coworker to move up to server as well. as for the bar, a few more weeks and im outta there. ill definitely miss my customers and the money sigh.

another thing kinda reminds me of my situation of last summer. man i miss it even though it was stressful and painful but at least i knew i kinda belonged somewhere. this relates to the title. what makes one do what one does?? seriously. maybe i should be a psychology major :P right now my compeller is to get skinny again. i eat and sleep waaaaay too much. ive been waking up at 1130 am - 12pm all week. my whole day seems wasted and that is a shame. i need to live it up a little better this summer.

my mommy is opening a restaurant soon. im pretty excited for her and i really hope it will do well since she invested a lot of money and time to it. she made me her little spy and go into a liquor store to check out beverage prices so she can get an idea. the shop owner obviously knew what i was doing, frick. so i bought a lighter with my drink purchase :/ whateverssss. i need to clean up my apartment. it is filthy beyond anything i can imagine. i dont even know which clothes are clean or dirty. im just gonna stuff them all in the washing machine.

LOLcats FTW.

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