catch myself

today i made my first milestone. i cut hair! thats right folks, i cut a fricken mohawk wanna be thingy! cheehee. i didnt know what i was doing but it came out alright. oh and i must catch myself before i fall too deep into doo doo. so sad everyone is leaving in less than a week. i need to get doodoo brown cuz im hecka white right now. i hate all this hazy vog shit. its pissing me off.

random post, i know

update: NO leon, i didnt cut my own hair cuz thats fucked up. haha.

(ok this part right here is gonna be a little more personal cuz i need to vent and im too lazy to record it on my regular journal)
mr. man, you are such a sweet dude. too bad you remind me so much of dickface but just not as mean. from your chin hairs, dislike of tomatoes, the love of the water, twitches, hats, and a sibling 5 years apart. GOSH! the list goes on. you and i work together well but there is so much emotional baggage that comes with our "whatever this is relationship." i told myself to not fall but you are one smooth mofo. idk if what you are saying to me is sweet talk or what but im not sure if its working or not. please don't break my heart, i can't handle it anymore. you told me to keep my guard up since you don't know what you want so why are you treating me like this? its like you want to prove to the world you are easy to fall in love with but i want to prove you wrong. don't get too conceited now since two can play this game since i'm pretty damn vain as well. perhaps we're both in it deeper than we thought...