it is almost 4:30 AM and i just cannot fall asleep. it's been like this for the past few days now. too much has been on my mind and it is all too familiar. after experiencing this feeling so much, i wondering why i just can't get over it. i want school to start again so i can feel more productive and keep busy. why can't i be stronger? i know i shouldn't wait around for people to come around but i'm always in denial. maybe i should seek counseling again. gah! someone please just swoop me out of this misery. it's not the situation that drives me crazy, it's just myself. i want to go back to church again because i find myself praying less and less over the past few months.
God, i know you are listening to my prayers so why does this always happen to me? please be kind to me for 2009.
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