so horizon lines got their way with me. they want to hire me as a temp worker for the month of july. the light at the end of the tunnel was so close and now it stretched ten miles further. i was really really excited to be done and over with working there but they are so short staffed that i was definitely pressured to stay. i mean, the supervisor, manager, and coworkers were all dropping hints to the HR department to hire me. i would hate to let them down but damn it, consider my own needs! it's my last summer before i graduate! i agreed to the employment but my drug test (more of that in a sec) and all my paper work is due on friday so i could still back out. sigh.
so along with employment is a drug test! FUCK. i hang out with shon way too much so i second hand and smoke once in a blue moon. everyone i talked to about this told me to relax since i'm not habitual but still...it's very very nerve wrecking. my stomach cringes when i think about it. i will be so shamed if i tested positive for thc when so many people worked so hard to get me hired. what a major letdown. i will definitely lose my good gracious with them :/
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