as i get older, i realize that so is everyone else. i went out to dinner with my dad tonight and seeing his health deteriorate like this scares me. he told me he was considering applying for the meals on wheels program and that sunk me to a new low. i feel as his daughter, i should be taking care of him but i'm too young to take on this responsibility. school and work is the center of my world right now and i'm far too busy. shon's grandma recently passed away and i attended her funeral...it was the saddest funeral ever. i've never seen a family so sad at a funeral. i dont know if i can deal with the loss and pain so soon. i wish janelle was back home so we could figure something out for daddy.
ugh, i gotta be strong! get a hold of yourself, michelle!!!
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