i feel like dying. i feel like absolute shit. how could this be happening?!?! is it for real? i'm fighting denial and i am losing to reality. please...please, please let this nightmare pass. i don't think i can do this on my own. my support system, my other half, gone before my eyes.
there is no point to be sad and mope. i don't want to suffer like i did in the past. life always goes on. i will NOT believe in false hope and hope that it was their biggest mistakes of their lives. my heart hurts, my mind is cloudy, and my body is numb. i hate this feeling so much! i don't know how i will make it through the holidays and graduation like this.
as mr. coleman always said, "everything happens for a reason." the sun will shine for me tomorrow. i will be strong because i am. i love you but this is for the best...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment