february

happy february!!! and chinese new years!

i cannot believe it's been so long since i've blogged. life just seems so much busier working two jobs even though i still work less than 40 hours a week. chinese new years was the other day and it's my second start to the new year. so far, life has been interesting. i think it feels amazing to only have two drinks when i go out, although occasionally, i will have an extra or two more! for chinese new years, i feel that i should count my blessings more. i make my own luck and giving money to a lion dance company isn't gonna cut it!

life as i know it, at the moment:

airport/westjet: same ol' same ol'. nothing exciting but i did check in grace park! highlight of my airport career thus far. i feel not up to par at times but eh, it's a whatever job.

anasia's: it's fun there but it feels like im joining a new group of friends because everyone that goes there are regulars. i'm trying my best to adjust to all of the regulars and remember their names and drinks but i'm slowly getting the hang of it :) i wish there was more consistency between the bartenders because each person has their own way of doing things. that's cool but it gets tiring for me because i get in trouble for things another bartender wouldn't care about or whatever. sigh. i already dread going to work but once i'm there it's alright. it feels like phuket thai all over again. is that a bad thing???

friendships: i think i want to lay low a little bit. i feel blah when i think of certain people and relationships with them. some days, the loneliness kills me and i don't think i should be feeling that way. maybe i'm over analyzing things but laying low for a week or so seem to be the right thing to do.

fitness: i feel great that i'm exercising much more! turbo kick on mondays, mma on wednesdays, and koko head on sundays! i feel skinnier and i look it but the weight is still the same. why?!?!! muscles perhaps?! who knows. whichever the case, i feel amazing and that's all that matters :)