Saturday, November 12, 2011

straight up

apec has been nuts! today, i got diverted twice on the road, car violated by being searched, running late for work, and being irritated by chinese nationals. holy crap the chinese...i've never been more shame to be chinese after dealing with those funkers. they act like they own the place. wtf. also, what did you know, the apec isn't bringing as much money as anticipated. go figure.

work has been great, i'm truly enjoying it but my fears of getting fat is real. free food is dangerous...especially if it's delicious. i feel so lame for not going out anymore because i work so damn much. it's not even like i work THAT much but it's everyday that i have to be somewhere. i work all the hours people do not work so it gives off the illusion that i am working a lot.

is this what a downward spiral feel like? my life is so complicated and i am torn. i hate feelings. that new j cole song "work out" reminds me of my life...sorta. haha or maybe it's the paula abdul version of that song "straight up."

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