my love life is a mess. i want to open my heart and mind again to the idea of a relationship but i'm so used to being independent (well, not really), that i'm not sure if i can be held back. i'm moving so fast into work that i'd hate to check in with anyone and having to explain about work, etc.
currently, as most of you know, i've been seeing someone for a while...long while. but while i like him, i don't think i can ever love. why i'm still playing around beats me. i will eventually find my escape before i end up being too selfish and it starts becoming unfair to him.
my love life is a huge tango. i'm tired of dancing and i think i just need to find clarity and things will all fall into place. i'm le tired.
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