today i am suppose to find love. my horoscope said so from over a month ago. i have been looking forward to this day since it first got mentioned. this day was on my mind almost daily @_@. though i didnt quite find the love i was hoping for, i realize its all around me.
recap of my jan. 9th of love:
midnight, a couple of us went to danny's "secret spot" after our attempts of driving stick shift haha. it was really nice tho we didnt see any shooting stars. its comforting to be with good friends. i just felt loved by them and i feel i can make it through anything with them by my side.
i made my confessions of a lifetime pretty much sorta... idk, it wasnt as bad as i thought but still, it was something i wouldnt normally do and it felt alright :D i feel much better about myself. its hard to find that level of comfort and not sweat the outcome with anyone else.
i wanted jook as usual and my dad actually went out to get it for me, yep, my daddy loves me lol
went to work today. it was a lot of fun but i cant wait til im outta training and picking up tips! i really like my job so far cuz ppl are nice and its not too bad. very lax unlike at bubba gumps but im glad ive worked at bubba to get some experience. at the end of my shift and everything started to slow down, the stereo was playing love songs and i thought it was pretty nice lol. oh, and i get all the thai ice teas i want for free!!!
well, after work has been super duper eventful. my dad called me 19 times while working so i was just like wth. i came home and he unplugged the phone cords, nights off, no response when i banged and rang the door bell. i was getting concerned so i called my mom to come over and had security try his luck with the door. no response. i started getting really scared while the security guards called the locksmith. while we waited for the locksmith to come, my dad called my mom. WHAT?!?! apparently, he mistaken the time and thought it was 630 am when he woke up from his nap this evening. he thought i didnt come home so he locked everything. he said it was his bad for his mistake -_-. he had everyone worried so i guess thats love right there on my part. im glad i was able to hold my composure the whole time during this ordeal.
as my day is coming to an end, i think love is a funny thing. it comes in so many levels and it doesnt necessarily have to be the romantic stuff. i am happy to be exposed to it everyday.
on another note, after really listening to the elliott yasmin song "ill wait for you," it is the MOST patheticest song EVER. it was like my theme song of the summer but now im free from ties that bind, its soooooo...ughhh! talk about being whooped and dependent to the max. i wonder how anyone could move on if they just sit around waiting for that person that clearly dumped him. idk, its just really pathetic now to me haha. be strong elliott yasmin! be a man!!!
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one day out of 365 days in the year to find something you're after is pretty hard to attain. dont focus on that one day, because the remaining 364, could actually be all the days where love is right around the corner waiting to be discovered.
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