Tuesday, February 5, 2008

take a bow

i cant believe this feeling has came back to me once again. i left las vegas to get away from the pain and here i am in hawaii facing the same heartache. who would have guessed the EXACT same scenario will strike me twice. they say lightning doesnt hit twice but i am living proof that one could be so unlucky.

karma, i am sooooo sorry for everything wrong i have done. please forgive me so i can find happiness again. im tired of getting my heart broken when i least expect it. ill never do anything wrong again...please just lift this curse from me. i dont want to be a magnet for this any longer!!! i am begging you to just let me finally move on with my life!

UPDATE! i think ill be ok :D thank you buddy for the very motivational talk. i will be ok because i am young and hot! haha. way to sound conceited but its what i need. i am stupid in situations like this but it is what it is and ill let it be. life goes on and im not gonna loath over this stupid shit. i wish more ppl could be like this friend. we agreed we're both so cynical about everything. wish youre back home. but yes, ppl take me out cuz i need it!

but yeah, karma im sorry! i love everyone and wish for your happiness. ill never wish for anyone's death again or scratch cars or whatevers! omg i love my life! this is the michelle everyone loves. I'M BACK!!!!

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