shoot me now

UPDATE: from the information gathered from WebMD, i may have strep throat. how?!?!

my cold/flu hit me like a train outta nowhere. monday i had a slight sore throat and figured it was probably from the msg overload on sunday, fine whatevers. however, monday night during work i got extremely light headed and i felt like i was floating...now i know something is wrong. tuesday came and i was sick as a dog. headaches, sore throat, hypersensitivity. holy crap, i never even saw it coming! today im feeling slightly better but still pretty shitty. the weather hasn't been in my favor either. stupid cold front or whatevers.

school has been confusing. i don't know what's going on for majority of my classes, not good. i just realized that i completely forgot about my USAfunds scholarship. i hope i can get it done by the first of feb or goodbye $1500, ughhh! shame on me :/ i feel like i came to the end of the rope for phuket thai. i let that job run its course and i am getting this feeling that i should quit soon. i don't think my manager likes me very much anymore. i get that feeling like i'm just a waste of resources cuz i screw up so much. this is definitely NOT my month.