irony

i saw a man holding a pair of crutches running for the bus. he was holding a bunch of grocery bags and the lady with him was holding bags as well trying to keep up. now that was ironic.

i feel like reflecting on some things going through my mind these past few days. i've read a few of that 25 facts thingy going around facebook and so many of them say "i put other people's happiness before mine" or somewhere along those lines. seems like a selfless act right? but how about those who are the opposite? what about those who realize that they are more important than their peers in terms of feelings? does that make them selfish?? i'm sick of being a people pleaser. i can recall an experience but it seems like no matter how much i try to make that one person happy, it always seem to fail. oh wells. i tried :)

i wonder if i don't call anyone, would people just forget i exist? i barely get any phone calls from people to do anything. no no, i don't wanna think any further or else i would get depressed. gotta take initiative to get anything done these days :/

readers, think deep about me. do you feel like i'm usually an attention hog?? i sometimes feel that way when i'm with people. but as of recently, i've been getting a lot of attention, in a good way! unfortunately, it's too overwhelming for me. how ironic as well! is this what it feels like to be with someone and happy at the same time?? so different from what i'm used to since i'm used to getting the shaft from guys. blehhh.

it is time for change. i'm starting my makeover sesh today. eyebrows and hair gonna get done by this afternoon :)

PS: i believe that neosporin cures all. i use it for everything.