guilt

happy november!

october ended with an AWESOME bang! i must admit it was probably the BEST halloween ever. thursday night (10/28) was the yelp elite event. choke fun. saturday night was halloballoo in chinatown. trevor and the mechanical bull was funny lol. tweaked my ankle and had a owie on my knee :( sunday, halloween, awesome first day at work. small kine delay but it was a blast.

in denial with school all week and kinda did not so hott but flash forward to this weekend....

KEVIN'S BDAY RAGER! hahahahah

FRIDAY: what should've been the most awesome day was kinda filled with guilt for some reason. possibly bombed my 302 exam, went to work, lovely drama with SABRE and a baby's passport at check in, flight delayed even more due to maintenance but got free starbucks and food out of it :) went din din with peeps at gyukaku. it was fun but for $20/person, i was kinda expecting more food, but then again, we did drink a lot.

bar 35, my favoritest place in the world. kevin was dumb. he shoulda paced himself instead of buying like 4 shots for everyone within 5 minutes. clearly, not a smart idea. thank you kyle, trevor, and dylan, you guys are lifesavers. because of kevin's genius shot ideas, he was done in less than two hours! had to be escorted out of the club before fricken midnight! unbelievable :P
mr. bartender was there and sexy and hott as usual. this stupid crush has got to stop! i'm such a sucker. went to kevin's house to check up on him and cruised. shon smoked out little pengy. so funny. lobster king and ktfo.

the morning after...i was feeling alright :) i kept having this guilty feeling overwhelming me all day. still feeling it now. maybe it's because kevin got so messed up. maybe because i was spending everyone's money unknowingly lol. maybe i was too obsessed with mr. bartender?! IDK! i feel so bad over last night! i mean, i should've had so much more fun but i was so confused and messed up. ugh, terrible feelings.

today, manned my mom's restaurant, went road tripping with her with $600+ in delivery. drove all around with the fajah. pooped.