do you think im sexy

well, ive been up for the past idk how many hours. frick, i studied for econ and got a 70 on it. its still a pass but it dropped my grade 3% and it felt like wasted efforts. math is still haunting me. stupid guy in religion class. if i get busted im hunting his ass down and ripping his insides out and hanging them on a tree. life has been going down hill but i could not be happier.

speaking of religion, we're on buddhism. i find the philosophy really interesting. i should start meditating again cuz i really need to clear my thoughts for a little while. its been awhile and ive lost all my meditation tapes. incorporate a little of buddha's teachings into my life. you suffer cuz you have desires so to end suffering you must stop desires. thats a little hard core for me but yeah lol.

do you think im sexy?! prolly not. i didnt feel very attractive today either. i couldnt even keep my eyes opened for majority of the day...bleh.
PS: why is UH fall schedule so retarded?? or just the schedule in general. im trying my luck to not get friday classes again but at this rate its lookin slim. time to see an advisor..

UPDATE: so i being hella tired as i was earlier, i WENT OUT. i was laying in bed and ready to pass out when i got a phone call from my work place cuz thursday is yanagi sushi night. yep, i went and now it is 2 AM and i have been awake for 23 hours. lovely. i had sake for the first time and it was drinking water lol