Sunday, April 20, 2008

emotional baggage

today is 4/20. only last year did i know what today really signifies. im pretty sad yeah?? i like to say i partied it up on this day for the first time :D last minute decision to go to xyloh last night was fun but it could have been more exciting...oh wells. i fit in some bob marley time as well :P

work sucked today cuz it was soooooooooo slow! my coworker and i just cruised for like two hours talking stories about random stuff. all the tip i made and then some went to dinner cuz i owed someone dinner -_-"

anyways, that was pretty much my day and the main thing is emotional baggage certain people have on them without knowing. "i'm glad we're still friends" is what i heard today. its just too bad you remind me of certain things that are so painful that no matter how far i try to look beyond, it'll always be there. i just dont think certain ppl really know how much they have hurt me in the past. im pretty messed up in the mind cuz idk how to deal with non hurtful situations. blehhhh. im super sleepy too cuz i couldnt sleep until 6 am and i had to work at 1030. gg.

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