Wednesday, April 9, 2008

let the rain fall down

recalling from past posts, i was complaining how my body wouldn't let me cry even tho i really wanted to. well, i am finally crying my eyes out without any bad feelings in me. it was so random that on monday dickface decides to text me and its just been ongoing to this very moment. he kept asking me stupid personal questions but i would try to avoid it because it really isn't his business. but one text got me flowing in tears today. i dont even remember what it said but it just made me recap my life after him...how lonely everything is and my so called curse. whatevers. life is much better without him but its just a little depressing to reminisce and whatevers. i think i really need to let out all my repressed tears. i feel much better.

on a side note, today is a nice day. very gloomy but it better clear up by tomorrow!

ONE MORE THING: i do not have insurance D: i gotta do kiddie stuff so i dont get hurt and go ER cuz then i'll be broke for sure poo

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